For the love of Money...

Ok, so, I'm not going to lie and make it seem as though I lose money every night, but recently my nights have hardly scraped past acceptable. In stripper terms, I've not broken $200 for nearly a month now. Some nights I barely make fees back. Most nights, like tonight, it appears as though I won't even pull that and will actually LOSE money by coming in to work (though as I'm scheduled I'd have lost twice as much by staying home - fucked up system, yes?). I'm only hoping that tonight will turn out like the others and I'll make fees back and a little extra at the last moment. Although my sitting here blogging instead of paying attention to the few people actually here most likely won't help my case much. However, fuck it. The entire point of this particular entry is this: sort out my mind and thoughts on the following topic: escorting on the side.

Last night when I got home I took the $100 I'd made killing my knees (i.e. dancing) and went out to the local wal mart for one of those pre paid phones and a card to start out loaded up with minutes. Now Alice has her very own phone! While this could prove useful at my current job, the true intent behind it all was of course to begin a similar yet altogether different business with my body. Now I'm one backpage ad away from being serious about this. And for me or whoever else comes across this, my reasons are this:

1) I am WAY too hot to not be making bank in any sort of sex industry job. Through chats with other girls and personal experience I can only assume my lack of success is due to a lack of industry. No one wants to tip a stripper anymore, they don't have enough disposable income. If they're throwing down cash they want the full menu. I love my job, but I can't afford the clothes, make up, lifestyle, whatever if I don't start making something soon. And I like all that stuff, I'm not ready to give it up.

2) I'm geting sick of the politics of the club, of tipping out people who don't do shit for you when you've made relatively nothing, of cat fights and one girl ruining my night with trash talk (to girls as well as customers). I want to be independent (no agency) and deal only with myself and my clients.

-not to say I'll stop dancing. Not only the perfect cover job, but if I can mix certain clients between the two I could make double bank-

3) I want to be a baller.

4) It's the perfect job for a student, and I'd love to graduate debt-free if possible!



Next post: reasons why not.

Suppose I'l put this away and actually try for a moment.